i'm sooo fucking mad! my friend doesnt have the balls to say shit in my face and i feel like going a hr. just to see her and fucking punch her!! what a good friend she is! stupid mofo, i hope she chokes!

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so i havnt been here for a while.. i've been busy..ish.. *sighs* it still hasnt sunk in that shelby dumped me :/ i truely miss her alot, i need a hug :/

..while looking through deviantart i found this and i couldnt help but laugh

amazing pics and everything!!

I Would be a vampire mwhaha xD

So I finally finnished fixing my layout ^^ I'm so proud of myself... this is my first layout ever for live journal!!!! I love the Tokio Hotel Pic, so i used it on this layout.. i'm suprised i didnt give up XD

stupid live journal layouts.... *sighs* Its looks pretty crappy but i'll fix it later on.. hopefully... so many codes.. so many numbers!!! I'm gonna sleep and whne i wake, i'll TRY and get everything to work properly... haha i bascily jacked the layout and switched EVERYTHING

I just finnished reading the twilight script it was okay.. compared to the book it was nothing... Fave Part was whne bella asked how he moved the van away xD
BELLA: And how did you stop that van?
EDWARD: Adrenaline rush. Very common. Google it.

Today was utterly pointless and it was boring, i wished something fun would happen. All I Did was sleep and eat today oh and role play of course ^^, for once i didnt talk to someone on aim beside felica and telling shelby's friend to tell her i loved shelby and missed her.. hmmm my Sister Is acting more bitchy then usual.. i hope shes not pregnat cause i could barely stand my family and a crying bby wouldnt help

Song Out Of My head!!! J-train is soo addicting!!! grrness lol. So I read Twilight the script today.. it was pretty cool =D

I sit with my stuffed animal on my lap as i write this, its another morning that i wake up with tears in my eyes...  i dont quiet remember my dream but i remember being in a unfamilar room with my mom..someone was outside the room and my mom was terrified but acted calm. thats all i remember, i wish i could remember more and figiar out why my mom was scared. as i type i take a drink of water, putting the cup aside and typing more. Since yesterday My Mom found herself intrested in my book, Twilight, i hope to say she likes it, she mostly not intrested in books unless its from S.K.

I dont know how much i can last!! i wanna explode!!! i wanna scream! i wanna cry! gahh why does this happen to me?!!?