today is pretty much boring as fuck.. i'm not talking to no one at AIM grrrr no one is alone, *sighs* i miss my girlfriend ALOT ALOT! she sent me a txt today but i couldnt write back to her since it wouldnt let :(

Shelby back!!!! *cries* i miss her alot, i dont know what i'm gonna do without her. I havnt IMed her, txted her, or talked to her for like forever!! i wanna cry soo bad, i've been crying without my mom knowing..she just thinks its my allergies making my eyes red. I've been holding in my tears for a long time, i've been hiding my feelings and my emotions from my family... i'm really gettin depressed without her... i'm starting to not being able to hide my emotions and tears, i almost got caught crying today. i dont know what to do. i think i'm losing it, i cant sleep at night, i'm having trouble thinking. and this song isnt helping me!! its only making me cry more!!!!